Looking at the others’ performance made me feel bad. I know I didn’t put in enough effort. I know I didn’t do to my optimal which was far better than what I presented. I know it’s too late.
Looking at the other’ performance made me feel like a failure as a leader. I know I wasn’t decisive enough. I know I didn’t get things organized. I know, again, it’s too late.
After everyone’s performance, on the way home, I thought. Why is that others can do so much better than I did? I realized that the detail of the performance was one of the major things I missed out. With only the candles on the table, lightning on the board, and some pathetic trash bag, it wasn’t enough. The amount of effort I have put in the props and performance was nothing as compared. My teammates were not very concerned about the props. As a leader, I thought that I had not been pushing them and leading them to what was suppose to be done. Maybe the thought three of us didn’t wanted to be in a elective literature class next year, made me felt like it wasn’t important.
Whatever it is now, I can’t go back in time to change the marks. So what I hope to do now, is to put all my efforts into doing the upcoming Romeo and Juliet. Whether I am going to take Literature or not, I am going to put in my all.
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